It’s time again to update this thing-
Hey guys, so a lot has changed since the last update. To sum it up, I decided to give up on the game making part of this project and focus all on to the animation instead. This is a story driven project and the main factor in changing it is money, as well as time. The original programmer who agreed to help me out quit on me because he required more money to continue the work. I fell deep into debt, even now my living quarters is threatened because i have insufficient funds for rent and to even live my own life let alone drag this project forward. I am in the deepest level of darkness now, as winter bashes me all around town with it’s freezing weather, I’m trying my best to keep alive and well. Negative thoughts fill my mind, and all I want to do is quit life as a whole because it’s getting so unbearable to think of what is to come. I dread things like being homeless and losing everything I have. All my work…
My new job that I acquired last August 2018 has help me keep afloat but it isn’t enough. So I’m looking ways to get an extra income and it has been a tough road. I also did some updates here on this page links to direct to the new patreon page that YOU can help me out. I also have a more in-depth description on why I stopped working on the game there if you are curious. Also head over to Gerardolegend.com to know more as well.
Ugh, I feel like I’m lost in the sea of darkness as the only light i see here at the end is this project.
At work I’m letting people know about this page, about my project. I worked so hard on it for years now, and all I want is peace and the ability to focus on it more than anything else. Alas, I’m way more alone than ever before. I don’t have anyone helping me, and as a crohn’s sufferer, it gets hard. As I write this, I don’t even have enough food for the next few days. I will have to ask the gov… oh right, that shutdown is hurting everyone now with that. Great, that’s another obstacle, to try and get gov assistance. I really don’t know how to get help, of course I’ll google it, but going through the process overwhelms me. I just need a hug right now.
With all of that said, I have to do things that I never dreamed of doing just to keep a roof over my head this season.
I’ll march on for sure, but I’m very sad and scared right now.
Thank you for visiting my page and I hope you have a happy new year.